Damn. I kind of vaguely remember him giving me that speech, but otherwise things are kind of fuzzy. You're not really supposed to be aware of the situation when you're in a trance, y'know? It was really that bad?

Don't mean to ask you the same question over and over again, but. I'm trying to get a feel for the situation, here. You know he'll never tell me these things. The only time I've gotten a confession like that out of him was when he thought I was unable to hear a single word he said.