Ianto's pulse and breathing sped up, and he bit his lip to keep his mouth from hanging open or anything as embarrassing as that as he tried to think of how to answer Sulu's question. What did he want it to be? Good lord, but was that a loaded question. Ianto tried to be as candid as he could in his response, because he wanted to be as honest as he could as well.
"I..." he said, shutting his eyes to collect himself a little, before turning his eyes upward to look at the roof of the car, as if gathering strength from the heavens above. "I want it. I want it to be like...what we've always had, but more. I. I don't want things to change, but at the same time, I'm not sure that I want it to...to stay the same. If that makes any sort of sense to you..."
"I...I want it to be something I look forward to, something I think of fondly, but." He swallowed. Okay, he was blushing down to his chest again. Very good, Ianto. He had to get this out, though, in this moment, where it was still opportune and fit along the theme of what Ianto was trying to get at. "I... I think that, well. More than anything, I... I want. I want...I want it to be something that you want too. If. If you do want things like that, that is. I mean. I..." There he went, getting flustered again.
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Date: 2010-08-03 03:33 am (UTC)"I..." he said, shutting his eyes to collect himself a little, before turning his eyes upward to look at the roof of the car, as if gathering strength from the heavens above. "I want it. I want it to be like...what we've always had, but more. I. I don't want things to change, but at the same time, I'm not sure that I want it to...to stay the same. If that makes any sort of sense to you..."
"I...I want it to be something I look forward to, something I think of fondly, but." He swallowed. Okay, he was blushing down to his chest again. Very good, Ianto. He had to get this out, though, in this moment, where it was still opportune and fit along the theme of what Ianto was trying to get at. "I... I think that, well. More than anything, I... I want. I want...I want it to be something that you want too. If. If you do want things like that, that is. I mean. I..." There he went, getting flustered again.